Restless mind syndrome

I’ve always had a mind that darted from task to task when feeling overwhelmed.  I’m a worrier.  I was that little girl who lied in bed worrying about the argument I overheard between my parents or my grandparents dying or the sky falling.

I thought I had a good handle on that tendency…and it all comes creeping back this week.

My breakfast that I enjoyed at 4:30 after being awake over an hour.

Crumbled sunflower seed coconut bar

1/2 cup 2% Greek yogurt

1/2 banana

3 tsp. = 1 Tbsp. sunflower seed butter

~ 1 Tbsp. organic raspberry jam

+1 cup of coffee + 3/4 cup of coffee + 1/2 cup of coffee…yikes.

I’m not so much worrying…I’m just thinking about all the things I need to do this week.  There’s so much and I have this tendency to think that if I don’t remind myself constantly, I’m going to forget something important.

Right after I finished this bowl of goodness I got a quite a few things done on my list.

1.  I finalized the reception seating arrangements

2. I finalized the reception area table arrangements and table numbers

3. I came up with a way to label tables and seating arrangements at the rehearsal dinner.

4.  I emailed my reception facility contact to update her on everything.

I can imagine her getting the email and noticing the time, thinking to herself, “this is one crazy bride, emailing me at 5 am about table arrangements.”

And she would be correct.